If ya had a bad day…
…don’t forget to cry
- Matthew’s version of the song Had a Bad Day by Daniel Powter
Emma’s back in the hospital. At the moment, she’s in the Pediatric ICU (PICU).
We woke up this morning after sleeping too long. Emma was in her room crying. She was obviously hungry.
I nursed her and afterwards, she was starting drift off to sleep. I still had to give her the Topamax though. I made a tiny batch of oatmeal for her, just for the meds, and fed that to her. She started to drift off. Then my phone rang. My sister is due to have her baby any minute and I was waiting for the call. I laid Emma on a sheet on the floor and grabbed my phone. Sure enough, Kim was having contractions. I got off the phone with Mom and went to pick Emma up.
Her hand was twitching. We haven’t increased her Topamax dosage in a while since she hasn’t really been gaining much weight. So I was expecting this to come any day. I knew we’d have to keep an eye on her and I’d probably be increasing her evening dosage. The twitching lasted for about 30 seconds. After it stopped, I laid her in her crib.
Ten to fifteen minutes later, I heard Emma make a noise. It sounded like a cough, but I wanted to make sure she wasn’t crying. I ran upstairs and she was seizing. Hard. Left arm and leg both shaking. Eyes upturned to the left. Left side of her face was twitching.
I gave her to Jon while I got the Klonopin. I gave her a whole wafer to start. The seizure would go down in intensity but then go back up. I gave her another half of a wafer. Not much was happening, but we knew the Klonopin wasn’t immediate. We both looked at her at the same time and she was turning blue. When seizing, it is common that fluids will gather in the throat and make them sound congested. She sounded raspy.
Jon sat her up and she turned a normal color. This happened another time. And I just turned to Jon and told him to take her to Botsford right now. I’d follow with Matthew in a little bit. Ya see, we weren’t really dressed for the day yet. We decided to call an ambulance. The ride to Botsford is very short, but if she turned blue again, I wouldn’t be able to see her or take care of her while I was driving.
An ambulance and a fire truck showed up to our home very soon after I called 911. They worked on Emma for what seemed like forever. I’m sure the neighbors were trying to figure out what was going on.
They took us to the hospital where they worked on Emma to get her seizure under control. By then, she had been seizing for over half an hour. We’re not sure if it was one big seizure or if there was just no break in the clusters.
Even after the medications, she still had some small stiffening of her limbs, which were seizures. She was also having problems breathing with the same congestion problem. It turned out that over the course of the morning, she had developed a fever that made it to 103°. All of this was very sudden, since she had been perfectly normal yesterday.
Soon after we arrived at the ER, the doctor called for a transport to Children’s Hospital of Michigan. They eventually arived and I went on my 2nd ambulance ride that day.
Emma is there right now in the PICU sleeping. Once she is awake and not having problems breathing, they will transfer her to a regular room. I told the nurse that after large clusters of seizures, Emma would sleep for hours afterwards. The nurse said it could be days because of the seizures and all of the medicine she’s on.
Before I left, they had put a feeding tube in her nose to give her the medication she needs and milk if they think she’s up for eating. She’s yet to wake up, but did not like the tube going in her nose.
Welcome to our 4th trip to CHM.




July 20th, 2008 at 1:25 am
My name is Heather and i have followed Emma’s journey from afar through Jude’s blog but when I popped in tonight I had to leave a message and let you know that my prayers are with you and your little miracle and I hope that you all find your way home quickly. She is a beautiful little girl. You must be so very proud of her and the strength and resiliency that she has consistently shown you all.It is that same strength and resiliency that will see her through this latest obstacle,I am sure of it. Take care,Zoey’s family
July 20th, 2008 at 8:46 am
Thank you! She is a definitely a fighter!
July 20th, 2008 at 12:16 pm
I remember Meggers first status seizure it lasted two and a half hours, she was bayflighted to All Children’s Hospital. My prayers and thoughts are with you, it’s a scary thing to see your chid go through. Children are resilient, I often say if I had half of Meggers strength I’d be ok. We’ll pray that she’s home again soon.
Bless
Kirst
July 21st, 2008 at 10:38 pm
Thank you! I had no idea that’s what she was having.
One of the neuros asked me today what kind of seizures she normally has, and I couldn’t answer her. I’ve never been able to figure out what name goes with what she does. I think I know that she’s never had the typical head drops and jacknife seizures that are typical with IS. But I could be totally wrong about that.
One of these days I’ll get the video I took of her off the camera and put it on YouTube for everyone to see.
August 12th, 2008 at 1:56 pm
I found your site on technorati and read a few of your other posts. Keep up the good work. I just added your RSS feed to my Google News Reader. Looking forward to reading more from you down the road!